Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Other than black; everyone gets a pass!

  The statement of, "Other than black, everyone gets a pass." How do you perceive this message? Does it convey to you the concern of racism towards only those who are deemed as black or does this message lead you to think the person making the statement believes racism does not occur towards other races?

  The post noted is one of many that I have received from a person who was attempting to make an argument with me stating that I was nothing more than ignorant and to the effects of myself hating anyone who is black. I just don't get it she stated. As a reader, do you get it? Because I certainly don't get her points of opinion that racism only affects one specific group of people, whether it be in Maine or around the country, let alone the world.

  The news of this occurrence broke out via social media when one news lady,  decided to share her thoughts about what she had witnessed in the Old Port, Downtown, Portland, Maine. I started reading the comments and I had about enough of blaming Jackie Ward for not saying anything at the time. Some commenters made it a point to single out "you white people" (posted by Nkenge Ragan) as to blame for this racism. I personally believe that statement is offensive in itself. Maine is by far, is the whitest state in the nation, "http://bangordailynews.com/2009/05/13/politics/census-maine-oldest-whitest-state-in-nation/) Census bureau but does this mean Maine citizens are racist? No, it does not

.https://www.facebook.com/blackgirlinmaine/posts/869852426408061?comment_id=870885606304743&notif_t=share_reply if you wish to read the comments.

 

Local news anchor shares poignant story of racism in Portland


From the Facebook page of Jackie Ward, who is the weekend morning anchor for WCSH 6 in Portland and WLBZ 2 in Bangor:
“I’m writing about something I witnessed yesterday in hopes that it can serve as a reminder for us to be kinder to each other.
Jackie Ward of WCSH 6 and WLBZ 2.
Jackie Ward of WCSH 6 and WLBZ 2.
Yesterday in the Old Port, an adorable family of four was walking down Fore Street enjoying the day, popping in and out of stores along with everyone else in downtown Portland. I was waiting outside of a store with my dog when they were walking on Fore Street. Suddenly, a man driving by screamed the n-word at them as he sped off. (The family consisted of a black mom, white dad, and from what I can tell a 12-year-old daughter and a 20-year-old son.)
The son quickly said something to his mom, dropped his bags, and sped off after the car. This all frightened the little girl tremendously. What happened next is what made me the most sad. As the dad crossed the street to see if he could see how far his son was running, the little girl started getting visibly upset with what was going on. But the mom remained calm and stern. She told the girl her brother is a grown man who can stand up for what he believes in. “People are going to use that word and you need to know how to stand up for yourself.”
My heart broke for that little girl as she harshly learned how our society has such a long way to go when it comes to racism.
It’s happening everywhere, every day. Yes, even in Maine. Do something about it and don’t add to this evil.”
 
  Growing up in an all (for lack of practicality) white state. I have seen racism from the time, I could speak English to present day. I feel for this family and I understand exactly how hurt and awful of an experience like this is to a person. I thank Ms. Ward for bringing this to light. Without her FB status and having it gone viral, I certainly would have been in the dark. Despite all of the bad press, I love Maine and I am proud to be calling Maine home and so should you! Maine, like many states, has its up and down moments in history, but only the bad ones are remembered. As commenters like, Viola F Hayhurst (posted the blog title), Maine had stepped up to the plate during the Civil War, because of at least a slavery issue. http://americanhistory.about.com/od/civilwarmenu/a/cause_civil_war.htm. If Maine is believed to be a racist state, then why should anyone forget that Maine send its best troops to fight at Little Round Top? Today's 20th of Maine legacy lives on with the 133rd Engineers, a unit on Stevens Avenue in Portland.
  Back to the original question of who gets a pass. No one gets a pass depending on where you are from. For instance, during world war II, the Japanese-American did not receive a pass. What came about was a relocation of their families to Japanese Internment Camps in the West in 1942. While some Japanese fought for America, their families were surrounded by guard towers and barb wires.  http://www.history.com/topics/world-war-ii/japanese-american-relocation. Where was their pass? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xz4184rEqjI is a video showing a white male being beaten up by  blacks in "their neighborhood." Where was his pass? My point is, everyone is affected by racism each and everyday. As a citizen, I would like everyone to move forward in a perpetual motion together by learning that racism is not right and is unacceptable. It is not just about how we change it but when do we accept the fact that it does occur to everyone. Once we can accept this fact, we can grow together as a state and a nation by loving thy neighbor. One area of concern of mine that I have read about in the past is that some families grow up teaching their child that they are superior to others or that their skin tone and ethnic background will put them at a disadvantage because others will dislike them. In my opinion, these parents or guardians are teaching hate. How can a child grow up to believe that the person next to them may actually like them if all they know is that they are better than he or she or they are viewed as "'not real people' stated by a commenter who believes that's what I think."

  This blog is an open dialog into your brain and how you think and operate. Many points came up and many concerns were noted. I am hoping that you could help me understand that a) I am either on the right track that racism is not just about "Black" but also every color in the spectrum of the rainbow or b) she is absolutely correct that I just don't get it, "Other than black, everyone gets a pass."

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Observation #7 & 8

Observation #7
Place: Hannaford
Time: 1855
Date:  15Mar2015

 A lady, with a face that is turning red, glares relentlessly at a child who appears to be 3 years old. The little girl is screaming off the top of her vocal cords. The little girl keeps saying, "I want candy now!"


Observation #8
Place: Preble street teen center
Time: 1335
Date:  15Mar2015

  A young gal is sitting quietly by the entry doorway. By her are bags containing her belongings. Headphones on and a smile on her face!


A side note: ON this day, my wife and I shopped at Debs department store, all for those teens at the shelter, since they are going out of business. It was a day that the two of us will not forget as it felt great to hand this young lady new spring converse, two pairs of socks and jewelry. Afterwards, we dropped off 9 other pairs of brand new shoes, a couple dozen socks and an array of jewelry. Growing up poor gave us meaning to life and the reason to why we gladly give back now!

The Interview; Asian Style: HM&H

Hearts, Minds and Homes-gentrification in Portland and surrounding communities
 
 
  An evening of thoughtful insight into the mind of my co-creator, my mother and an interview that caught me by surprise! This amazing woman sat across from me while we plank ourselves at the kitchenette. Her body language spoke of wisdom, comfortably answering each question with amusement and class. I am not stating these because she is my mother but from the vary content that painted the picture of gentrification from an Asian immigrant living in a 97% all white state. The clothing attire was a sarong (what typical Asian culture wear all the time in a relaxed environment) with one leg crossed gently. Not only did the body language speak with volume but so did her facial expression to some of the questions. As I opened up the dialog between the two of us. Her face at one point described a moment in time where the walls of her home were made of leaves, branches and twigs off trees that were in the forest. A distant home as they (my mother, father and brother) were running from the Khmer-Rouge to find home in a refugee camp they called home for several years.
  Throughout the interview, each question given was matched with a surreal answer and it was truly amazing. The history of this lady will be known and her strength are shared with answers such as, "I am happy being home when I do not have to work!" "Spending time with the grandkids is what is all about." Some of the best, key take-away, came from the last couple of questions. The question asked, "if you had a magic wand, what is one way you would use it to address gentrification?" The response was epic, "I would hope that everyone treats everyone the same and at the end, its just like the poor asking for help so why not feed them for a day instead." I later asked her to elaborate off air. It was stated that its like the next question because those two questions to me are related. If you are homeless and have no home, don't expect to live in Portland either if you don't make enough money. The last question of the night was a what "if" type of question. If she knew that everyone in the world had a safe and affordable housing, how would her life be different from today?" A brief pause, her thoughts rolling deep in her mind and projected out like this. Knowing that everyone is find today, I would save my money and stow is away for my grandkids and their future family. I asked why do that knowing everyone is all set with a home. She stated that it is only now and this is temporary for others after what we call "NOW." It is just incase that their world is different and they may need the money. I want them to be rich with happiness and not have to worry about home.
  At the end of this interview, it hit home to an overall experience that said many things but the finer points in life is not about wealth but about happiness. You can come from the ruins of hell and prosper with happiness if you allow yourself to enjoy what is around you! My mother came from a warzone that killed over 2 million Cambodians in a very short span. As you may have heard or read about, perhaps one time in your life, a movie titled, "the Killing Fields of Cambodia." The gentrification happening around us has occurred over many decades and has affected many lives, family and community. The stories we gather today, will help ensure a better fighting angle for future generations to come, no matter their social status! Why does their social status not matter? As a wise woman once said, "tomorrow is not as certain as today."
  In conclusion, my mother reflected on her days of being homeless between countries, being hungry and never finding enough food to suffice for the day. The rich as it appears are unapproachable because of the materialistic items they flaunt. As many (the poor) would agree, we keep to ourselves and leave the rich alone because they are not here to help us. It could perhaps be an intimidation factor that the social status illustrates. If only the rich could feed the hungry for a day, it would make the world better, as it shows us compassion. Gentrification is all around us. It is not how we see it but how we approach the situation.  
 
 
 
 
 
 

Sunday, February 22, 2015

The Interview

1) Friend rents apartment in Portland, typically between $1200-$1500 for 1 and 2 bedrooms.
Q: How do you figure out how much to rent an apartment for?
     A: Well, the property management company needs to make money too. I know how much I have for a mortgage and I know the average in Portland and go from there.
Q: How do you figure out who to rent the apartments to?
     A: I don't! I have a property management company do that for me. It saves me a headache in time, money and effort. They do the leg work of it all.
2) My tenant. Section 8. For 18 years.
Q: What red tape did you have to hurdle to get Section 8?
     A: The waiting game took forever and some people I know even got their place before I did. I had to prove a lot of things before even being considered for it.
Q: What was a positive and a negative?
     A: One positive is that my rent will be paid for and I have a roof over my head
     A: A negative is that I have to abide by all rules in order to keep this voucher. I can't rent a room out or really argue with the landlord because of the eviction policy!
Q: What are your fears if you got a good job and gave up your voucher?
    A: I don't have a fear about that because I lack the education behind finding that good job!
The everybody answers this question section

Q: What's one thing you've learned about gentrification/homelessness/home/community/people from your experience(s). First thought?
     1) Portland cost a lot of money and that you need to have a good paying job just to afford a good quality home. Homeless people seem to like Portland. They need to get a job!
     2) The gap between the rich and the poor is getting bigger. It appears that more and more people are loosing their home and becoming homeless more often.

Q: What's one thing in your life that would be different if you knew from this moment on that everyone, everywhere had permanent, safe, affordable housing, including yourself?
     1) I would find a way to raise the rent until I made enough to support my vacations each month. I would buy more property at an even faster rate than now.
     2) Work less! I would rather stay home with my baby and also go out more often with friends and family without worrying about providing a roof over their head.

Q: From your experiences, what's been the most challenging thing about asking for help?
     1) Your pride gets in the way of your needs! No one wants to stumble over themselves in front of others.
     2) Being judged and having the same people who gives you Section 8 looking down on you.

Q: If you could change one thing about the way things are set up (this system) (the way this works right now) what would that be?
     1) Make people earn their vouchers and stop giving free everything away. If they are not willing to work towards the voucher, they don't deserve the voucher.
     2) Make it easier for single parents to be able to attend higher education and have child care assistance to be able to attend college.

Observation #5 & #6

Observation #5
Date: 17Feb2015 Time: 0753
6 year old being observed

Firm stance as if he is standing at the position of attention in the Army. The boys head is at an angle looking at his mother with fluids being projected out. He is demanding with words and fist pumps.





Observation #6
Date: 17Feb2015 Time: 0753
32 year old mother being observed

Mother's face is mellow, speaking in low volume but quickly yells at the little boy. Her body language is now louder than her own words. The little boy hears nothing as she walks away.

Observation #4: Fifty Shades of Westbrook, Maine



POEM: Fifty Shades

Cold night, chilly steps, a couple walk
Man leads, woman follows, no talk
Collar attached, black strap, connected hand
Head held high, face in grimace, looking back from the man
Gap between two closes, drivers slow down, observing what they do
Street lights on, spot lighting, fifty shades to name a few

Location: Westbrook, Maine, Main street
Date: 19Feb2015 Time: 1820




Making money from the Bottom of the Pyramid!

  The story you hear of these days are from corporations or some type of company is all about making that bottom dollar count! How do they make it happen and where is it being generated from? Find out one way you can prevent yourself and others from being taken advantage of!
  Do you know that many are making money from the bottom of the pyramid?, "Internet  (http://opinionator.blogs.nytimes.com/2013/09/17/making-money-off-the-poor/?_r=0)" Bottom of the pyramid doesn't just mean that you are poor. You could be weather with bad credit. You could be a college student looking to buy a car but you have student loans.
  If there is one thing that every adult in his or her lifetime will eventually go through is finding a home whether to rent or to own. Either case, one may have to apply for credit, "Internet (http://www.dailyfinance.com/2013/11/04/things-to-do-before-applying-mortgage/)" in order to find out if they can even afford it and how much will it cost them monthly. Before I continue, another way to get housing is to have someone else already in the position which is also known as the primary or the co-borrower to allow you access. There are several ways that credit affects you in your daily living and Forbes does note 10 ways bad credit can hurt you, "Internet (http://www.forbes.com/pictures/eegk45gidm/renting/)" but I will only speak of a couple. Have you ever found yourself waiting for your credit to be checked by a landlord, then you get the call but only to find out that they have found someone else to rent the property? If your credit was bad then it might have been the reason to why they decided against you. I get it, it is not fair but would you rent or give a mortgage to you?
 If a mortgage application has been accepted, congratulations, the wait is almost over! The paperwork comes back and the lender says that because of your credit score, you must pay points towards your closing and that your interest rate is higher than what others with better scores are paying. A personal story behind this is about myself buying a house at 21 years of age (Circa 2003)  in the Portland area. The lender came back after about a week of looking at it. They told me that my credit score was okay (~700) but I did not have enough income ($41K/year). The news was good but also meant that I had to have my dad co-borrower and because of this, I had to have a higher interest rate, placing me at a disadvantage. I later went on to purchasing my condo in Old Orchard Beach in 2005, except this time, with an uphill battle to even get the mortgage. I had a couple of late payments while deployed to Iraq but that was enough to have the lender require me to pay more in interest and have a different type of loan at the time. The point of my personal experience is that, even if you make a decent income a year, a bad credit report will have you paying more. This brings me to the title and the reason for this blog: preventing yourself and others from being taken advantage of!
  From corporations to employees to the mortgage industry, if you are poor or have bad credit, you are at the bottom of the pyramid! Payments will be higher due to higher interest rates and there is nothing you can do about it at the time of application besides walking away. Sure, there are several ways to help prevent you or others from those loan sharks. The one main way you can prevent such horrid ordeals is to never settle for the first offer on the table. These offers are merely a term for negotiations. The company making the offer needs you and the monetary funds that comes attached with you. They need every bit of the deal to go through, otherwise it would be a loss to their income and no one wants that! Be in control of the terms, have a question, ask. Understand that at the end of the day, you also need your needs to be met and making it in your terms would suffice such need!

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

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  The $5M, 30 unit building to be built for the homeless is just around the corner at Morrill's corner in Portland, (internet, http://www.pressherald.com/2014/11/24/housing-for-homeless-planned-near-morrills-corner/) . It sure sounds like one heck of a plan and what a plan it shall be. This perspective build by Avesta Housing will cause you to think, "Will 30 units be enough?" We all know that these numbers are a start to getting more of those who need it most, off the streets and into a warm place they can call home. It does not sound like an issue at all, it is almost a win-win situation, is it not? Let me break down the information for a moment. What I failed to mention is that, it is contingent upon a $3.8M hand out by the state or other sources of monetary funds before the build is to begin and that the occupants of this new "lease" on life pays 30% of their income for rent.
   30% of the renters income is great but great for whom? Avesta Housing is still receiving the entire amount that each unit is to be rented out for no matter what! In Portland, a one bedroom unit can range from the low $900 to the upwards of $1600 plus a month, (internet, http://www.apartmentpicks.com/ap/results). Let us use the median rent amount of $1250 based off most units available for rent, assuming that heat, hot water, and all utilities are not included. This is a big chunk of change for anyone. Perhaps the sales pitch is the 30% but again, Maine tax payers will need to sum up the remaining balance each month. Okay, I will put out there that I am more than willing to put up my share but not to these numbers! Here is why! Have you calculated the cost of each unit for an individual? That is $5,000,000 divided by 30 units and that equates to a mere $166,666.66 per unit. Ill let you take that in for a moment...
   Is it fair for you or anyone to say NO to this project? Rightfully so, anyone can and should be applaud by these numbers. We should not only stop this idea of creating a home for the homeless that will populate a 30 unit residence that appears to be a housing project but rather, make light of the situation by giving more thought and idea of creating more homes for the same amount. $166K plus is a lot of money and with these cost, you yourself can purchase a home for the same amount that could house 3-4 people.
   What am I getting at? It is simple. The price we pay as a whole for $5M can actually house 100 homeless residence in the Greater Portland area. Wait, how did I come up with 100 as a unit when initially, Avesta housing said only 30 units? Well, having a degree in business has helped me understand how "business" works in terms of making a profit and turning a dollar. The less you produce, the more people will want and the more money you can make in the long-run! I will do my best to explain this equation of equality using basic math and my carpentry background. Have you heard of this new age and modern way of living based on a tiny foot-print of living space? People have many names for it but you may recognize titles like "tiny homes" or "shipping container homes?" The concept may appear new but this has been utilized by the military since 2004 when I served in Iraq during Operation Iraqi Freedom II.
   These homes can be on wheels but for the sake of argumentative sake. We will build these structures on a foundation with only a slab but with frost walls seeing that we are in Maine! These homes can be built for $20K while adding in another $20K to cover extra insulation, solar for both heating and cooling and that frost wall we spoke about. Heck, we will add an extra $10K in expense for the build because we are in Maine. The total cost to build these homes has now totaled $50,000 for one unit. If we multiple this cost by 10 for 10 units or 10 homeless residence off the street. We have summed up a value of a half million dollars. Shall we continue? Let us take that $500,000 cost and multiple again by 10 for a total of 100 units or 100 homeless residence off the streets with a final cost of $5,000,000. This progression in forward thinking has generated over 333% in increased living by reducing homelessness in Portland! I understand the cost of septic, land and the earth works and that is why I added the additional $10K of expenses to be shared by all 100 units.
   In conclusion, Avesta housing is not giving us their best game face or best housing model for the people of Maine, let alone the homeless residence. The best name for Avesta housing practice of such projects should be called, "Totality of the bottom of the pyramid" where fortune is found at the poverty level of living! Please continue to follow and "Totality of the bottom of the pyramid" in another series of blogs later on with an explanation to this perspective. Please keep this in mind, "is Avesta housing really our friend (non-profit)?